What Hurts The Most

What hurts the most is losing someone over your pride. I lost someone that I really cared about all because I misinterpreted a conversation wrong. In every relationships you have your ups and downs but unfortunately I caused too many downs. I thought I was too busy trying to get where I want to be in life failing to realize that she was my support. I often kept her on the curb when I should have kept her by my side. She was my first real and best girlfriend. Unfortunately, I am no longer on her mind but she is one mine. Once we sat down and talked 2 months after the break up I said my sorrys and wish things could have went better. Once again I Am Sorry!

It Hurts To Talk About

It hurts to talk about it, so I'm going to write about it. Now that I have shed my tears I can get the words out. I don't know if I hate him or I am so hurt by him. It is sad how none of his 3 boys really like him but he is so blind because he has another family to live up to. Today, I packed my bags and moved out his house. What hurts the most is to how he did not bother to care that I was leaving or bother to give me a call. It hurts me to have to tell my mom that I left who is suppose to be my father's house and have her worry because there is not much she can do. I don't know what I am going to do from this day on but hopefully time will work its self out. I want to go to school but because of what I am going through I don't know if my situations will allow me to. I am so confused as to what to do. My options are to move to Memphis, TN or the Air Force. But IDK! I had more to say but as I write my thoughts began to race. But as of now I would rather not speak to the man who is suppose to be my father. I'm so hurt by him and don't want to be the man he is. I want to do right by my family so he is my motivation to do right even though he is not the dad I wish he was.

To Sum Me Up

To start of my blog, I will give those who do not know me a sum up of who I am. To start my name happens to be Brandon McCain and I live in Norfolk, Va. I am work part time in a law office in Downtown Norfolk just to put a little cash in my pockets and pay a few bills. I am currently in my 2nd year of college majoring in Aerospace engineering to help me in my dream to becoming a pilot. But for right now I am a well known male model in the Hampton Roads area. I use to be on a television show called "teen news now" but I don't do that because it closed down due to management. However, I am one of seven cast members for a soon to be Internet Show called "VA Seven" so be on the look out for that. My future plans is when I become wealthy I plan to open up a mentor program facility for teenage boys. But for right now this is me summed up!